Quietness and peace; changes

Hello. It's a Thursday night and I decided to spend some times writing a blog post.

It's been a challenging year. I've met different kind of people and my studying environment totally changed. Even the people around me started changing, maybe I do as well.

I remember last week, my twin and I accompanied our dearest mum to go shopping. We all bought something that we wanted. For me, I bought a pink hoodie and a shirt. They were both under great promotions and I've really wanted to get myself another colour of hoodie so I got it in Uniqlo! I don't know why but when I saw how my twin and mum bought their clothes and stuff like that, the price seemed like nothing to them. I thought I would be the one who would be spending money like I could simply get cash. But, no, it was somehow scary when you see hundreds and hundreds of money was gone. Indeed, I contributed a little part of it.

That was how I spent my holidays. Well, I have no idea why but I love going to college. I'm eager to go for classes like Physics and Mathematics or even Chemistry. I love Physics so much, the lecturer's style of teaching makes me think a lot and understand about those motions. It's far too fun and interesting.

I started to feel that I'm kind of living independently. All the classes without Elisa and I find it normal and I'm used to be alone or with some other friends. We get to meet each other during breaks for sure. I enjoy being alone actually. The feeling is just great, the atmosphere is so quiet. I do anything I like as I don't have to wait for anyone or care of anyone or be called to take care of anyone. I just like being alone and enjoy the peaceful scenery without music, without speeches, without talking and without stress. 

I don't think I started to be introvert since I neither an extrovert person nor introvert person. A lot of my friends say I'm the crazy one who loves to joke and talk more but I don't like all these, honestly. I like to be alone. I don't feel lonely though. 

My eye lids want to close so badly. I have gotta read a few pages of the book and sleep soon. Yay, there's Physics tomorrow!

With love,
Emily
05/02/2015