The colours

Hello. Today's such a good day.

Like usual, I went to college and had lessons for some subjects. I don't really fall in love with any subjects but I'm trying my very best to absorb all things and study it as soon as possible. 

The mock test for Chemistry today was okay, I was not as shocked as my classmate. I know that there would be today! The assessments are all near to us as long as a chapter is about to finish. What I learn today is that one has to always be prepared. I pity my classmates who went for camp last week, who could have studied? I don't think most of them did. I found it okay because I did a little bit of studying last Saturday and kind of understood what my lecturer taught us.

I thank God that my sister is still alive. You know what, you can't actually predict the deadline of a person. You can only calculate the probability. When the probability is high, you'll feel like loosing someone so easily. That's a true feeling, I always tell myself that God's always with me and for the time that anyone around me or I myself have to go, I will be resting in peace, sleeping soundly as if I'm in the deepest peace with blessings and grace from God. That's not an emotional thing like what my friends laugh. I know that a lot of young people just think that life is just simple and we don't have to do much. And, they think that everything will be alright even though they have no idea how 'alright' it can be. Some people can't see the light, they're still covering their eyes, lying to themselves that nothing much is going on even though the world is spinning so fast and ending so soon.

Alright, let's go back to why I feel so thankful today. I got back my essay which was written last week. I was kinda afraid that I would get bad marks (not that afraid, just not confident that I did well). Hoping for the best, I would be satisfied if the lecturer didn't write 'lack of vocabs, poor grammar, not interesting, good try or something like that. However, I got 8.0 for my writing and I feel so happy about it. It seemed to be some sort of not achievable target for me. I never thought of that. 'Zero percent luck, hundred percent hardwork' is proven! Although it's just a piece of essay practice, but I have already had enough. The blessings are always beyond your expectations.

During chit-chating time, I listened to those people who went for camp last week, which the content was all about people. It was indeed a good time listening to people's experience about something. I have my brain turned on and tried to analysed what are in their mind. It's hard to explain here but I find them innocent and cheerful. They're just young and bold. Well, well, I love them anyway.

This is never an emotional post. I find it no point when people just comment about your photos. Just like they comment about what you're thinking. Can't you just accept people's unique thinking and let them be how they wanna be? I have no idea why people have no patience and forgiving heart for those who are helpless and clueless? That's why I love helping my classmates or bro and sis who are younger than me. Helping means a lot in my life, seriously.

It's time to end my post of today. I forgot to post a photo for each of my post. I'm careless, to be honest. May the Lord help all who need to be healed, one of them is me. We're weak and sinful.

Olives, taken in Brussels, Belgium.

With love,

Emily

19?01/2015