Today is the 1st day of orientation. It was overall good but I feel so stressed after all.
I don't know why I signed up everything hard for myself. All the sciences...
But then, who can be sure that the other subjects are not hard?
I'm gonna ask the lectures about their ideas, the stress is pushing me so hard even though I haven't even seen my books.
Oh dear, I should be strong and deal with these things.
Nothing is easy when I'm already at this stage, only the one who can withstand all the force pressured can stand still and continue to their challenging life.
English seems to be a big problem for me, I have no idea how good my English is. I mean how bad, you can see my grammar mistakes and misused vocabulary everywhere in what I've written.
I don't know where on earth I can go besides crawling on this beautiful yet though mountain.
The environment is making me to be strong. Not only physically or emotionally but my spirit has got to be extraordinarily strong in God.
Faith is what I need most right now, I know I have no one to trust but God. Let the light lead.
I'll just close my eyes and pretend that I'm blind.
I let the one in my heart shine and tell me what to do next.
No one can live without God at anytime.
When you think you've known so much, you're actually like a sand, tinier and smaller than you think how big you're.
It's the time to be humble, to be willing to accept new things.
I know, I won't be misled when my faith is built right in God.
Bye
Emily
06/01/2014
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