No PIC late post...

I just steal some of my time and be here typing a little bit about my life, telling you what has been going on in the past.

I can't have my story long because it's so hard for me to describe my feelings more than I have to, you see, I'm running out of time. The days were great even though I had a few sleepless nights last week. If you know me well, my body will automatically 'collapse' after 3 days of sleepless nights. And, it's always happened that Thursdays are the 'sicky' days for me. I had a though week but I survived.

SPM results came out last week. I was trying to write a post about it, well, I always have this kind of struggling. An instant feeling won't make me think so much, it takes time to really feel it. So, I choose today though, I want to relax my mind as well, on the other hand. Okay, too far. So, I got a really satisfying results. I couldn't have hope for more. I didn't actually strive hard last November but the months before it. I was so busy on doing my responsibilities like forcing myself to do the best. It was uneasy, discipline and toughness came along with responsibilities. That's always my way to do work.

Seeing that everyone is working hard for every single thing gives me the motivation to make myself improve. I don't mean to compare with anyone. I see the uniqueness that God has given to everyone. Our strengths are never the same, everyone's brain works different way. The only thing that I have to do is to work more on my gift, I mean talents. Anyway, I'm enjoying my study in the college! Life is more relaxing compared to last year. I don't know why but my elder sister told me that I look happier when I go to college. I love how I'm blessed.

College is a place for me to expose to different kind of people. There are so many types of people! I'm so amazed by the creations of God. Some people are just like that and we're so different from them. I have no idea how to describe about this. Okay fine then. I'm just being grateful.

I love talking and smiling to people. I still remember how I wondered I was actually fake and had a phone call with Luke. He prayed for me in the phone and I was kinda touched for it because God uses His people to bless the weak ones. After all, I find it natural to just talk anything with people and smile to them. It's never hard when I really feel happy! Well, people think I'm pure and innocent in every way but well, I guess INNOCENT is not a very suitable word for me. I would say I choose to make myself not to be so awkward in front of them. It makes my mind spin so fast.

I shall stop here. I'm working very hard on praying for people and of course trusting that people will be healed by God. It's never an easy job. I fear, I need to be still. The challenges are coming. Struggling hard.

Alright, there must be an ending. Bye.

With love,
Emily
09/03/2015