Break

Hello my dearest readers who are somewhere in this world!

I can't remember the last time I posted in this blog. It should be months ago and I'm now updating my very current state of thinking and life.

I have actually been through a lot of things that I couldn't have remember all of them. I just read my old blog and found that I took study as seriously as I do now. However, I still have the same problem that I used to face last year: Bad English, Not so good results and near to zero faith in God. I have done 60 percent of my exam and still left 2 papers - Physics and Math CD. I feel like having a holiday already as the toughest ones (Human Bio and Chemistry) were all done. I am still a little stressed about the marks that I would get, I'm praying that I could get into a Med school next year. The requirements are not high but the people whom I am competing with are super smart and extraordinarily hardworking. I am pretty sure that God will take me through this but I need to do my part as well.

Still, I have a strong feeling of wanting to end this WACE exam so so so so so soon. I am not torturing myself with unfinished revision, I have already done my math (still need a little bit touch up) and I will revise for Physics before the exam (to be prepared even though it won't help me score). Apart from this big exam, I am also quite worried about my ISAT test. I have been trying to make myself think more logically by doing more sudoku and breaking my own record over and over again. I am not sure if I'm wasting my time, it's hard to walk on this road, but I know there is a way if I believe in God.

Please pray for me. I feel like there is a calling from God to do his work. Despite medicine, I have no idea what kind of industry I can go. I'm not good in language, nor am I good in creating new ideas. I only have energy (literally calories) to help people who need a little help. I just wanna be a person who makes a little difference in the world. I don't wanna be world class kind of heros. A small bit of effort is what I'm opting for.

Well. Bye, just an update after all.

Emily
6/11/2015